Null / Void

I just don’t have the drive

I haven’t felt alive

When I try to breathe in

The night starts closing in

I just don’t have the drive

The needles feel like knives

The codeine fills my head

I wake up filled with dread

(I dream of red)

No one left to blame

No one here to hear the tears I feign

No one left to shield me from the rain

Save me from the pain

There’s nothing left to gain

Sunday is for the men that pray

And all our pain will drift away

Someday I’ll burn the night all down

And breathe in all the life I’ve found