January Walkout

I take it all out on myself but you walk out all the same Hands on the keys but you're not playing, tears welling but I'm just too far away I'm a sociopath draped in the skin of man My fingers are bleeding but I can't stop you, hold me back Apply pressure, be tough, lay it all put on the table Every dinner needs a fire but you're just not careful I did the best I could so who are you to judge? I broke all my fingers, they're all bloody god damn nubs I'm running all around, trying now to flag you down But it's so dark outside my candle has burnt out Am I even a friend, because it's cold out kid Shut the hell up, and let me wallow in my self pity It's all my fault please leave me the hell alone I'm so sorry But I don't wanna leave I've made my home in here I've already told you all my deepest darkest fears I'm a parasite, a tapeworm, a tick But I don't get the time of day so ignorance is bliss I'm a sociopath draped in the skin of man My fingers are bleeding but I can't stop you, hold me back Apply pressure, be tough, lay it all put on the table Every dinner needs a fire but you're just not careful I did the best I could so who are you to judge? I broke all my fingers, they're all bloody God damn nubs I'm running all around, trying now to flag you down But it's so dark outside my candle has burnt out I'm so sorry