Am I Alive?

Thrown in here in this sea of fears Oh my, is it punishment to be alive Am I alive With those eyes that can see no lies No lies, no Lies Trust is not a prize to be earned twice I see you schemin' And I hope I'm dreamin' I'm not This world's so mean And I hope I'm dreamin' I'm not My world's shrinking And I can't stop thinking Oh my, do I really live inside a lie Am I a lie A strange emotion took its place inside Inside, inside My, my eyes Are piercing through your disguise I see you schemin' And I hope I'm dreamin' I'm not This world's so mean And I hope I'm dreamin' I'm not I'm in your dream And I won't be leavin'your mind I see you schemin' I'm still believing your soul Thrown in here in this sea of fears Am I alive Deep down inside my heart is bleeding I see you schemin' And I hope I'm dreamin' I'm not This world's so mean And I hope I'm dreamin' I'm not I'm in your dream And I won't be leavin' your mind I see you schemin' I'm still believing your soul