Hydrangea

It was "us" from the start So I lended you my heart To match those hydrangeas in your hands Was I ever in your plans Everything seemed fine Then you left as quickly as you came Said you'd never feel the same I could've used more time Sometimes it feels like all I have Are the things in front of me Convince myself it's not that bad But you're the air I need to breathe (Air I need to breathe, breathe) (Air I need to, I need to) I waited at your door But I stayed locked outside your walls Just praying they would fall One by one 'til I'm inside I'll trade this smoke for oxygen Baby, please, just let me in You're scared, but I'm terrified Sometimes it feels like all I have Are the things in front of me Convince myself it's not that bad But you're the air I need to breathe You never let me know You only let me go You only let me go You never let me know You only let me go Sometimes it feels like all I have Are the things in front of me Convince myself it's not that bad But you're the air I need to breathe You never let me know You only let me go (Air I need to breathe, breathe) (Air I need to, I need to) (Air I need to breathe, breathe) (Air I need to, I need to) So I sing this song to fill the silence But it never works The instant I am left alone My thoughts begin to stir They come and go in waves Like a river flows But they always seem to say Why did you let me go