Pain

I don't wanna be here, but I have to Can I ask you, was it worth it all? 'Cause you and me didn't really work at all I really wanna know, did it hurt to call? I don't entertain these stupid games I refuse to play, who's to blame? Guess I was stuck in my foolish ways I'd never have a dog, you would choose to change You proofed me wrong and that's my bad I never understood what I had I hate this shit 'Cause relationships are the goddamn reason that I'm mad I must be a demon, the way that I treat you Sorry, I'm human, I'm made to deceive you Sorry I'm evil, I'm trying to change But all I feel is pain It's running through my veins I didn't mean to hurt you And it's driving me insane Look at my reflection What have I become? Feel like I'm a monster What have I just done? All I feel is pain It's running through my veins I didn't mean to hurt you And it's driving me insane Look at my reflection What have I become? Feel like I'm a monster What have I just done? All I feel is- I don't know what's gotten into me, no All of my friends turned to enemies, whoa All of this pain has been killing me slow Pressure built up and I'm ready to blow Yes, it's my fault but that don't even matter I gave you my heart and you cracked it and it shattered And once you need help, looks like everyone scatters As they all disappear just like abracadabra I look in the mirror and couldn't be clearer 'Cause I am a monster; It's all 'cause of me I just need help, I'm no longer myself And I need to discover who I wanna be So, am I gonna change? (am I gonna change?) Or will I be the same? (will I be the same?) 'Cause I'm feeling insane, yeah That's 'cause all I feel is pain It's running through my veins I didn't mean to hurt you And it's driving me insane Look at my reflection What have I become? Feel like I'm a monster What have I just done? All I feel is pain It's running through my veins I didn't mean to hurt you And it's driving me insane Look at my reflection What have I become? Feel like I'm a monster What have I just done? All I feel is- All I feel is pain It's running through my veins I didn't mean to hurt you And it's driving me insane Look at my reflection What have I become? Feel like I'm a monster What have I just done? All I feel is pain It's running through my veins I didn't mean to hurt you And it's driving me insane Look at my reflection What have I become? Feel like I'm a monster What have I just done? All I feel is-