Commit

Feeling all warm inside

Filling you up as the sun rise

You know you're the only thing pulling me to the next day

Slippin' down my throat, sweet tooth decay

Lord say i'm sane

Keeping me on my damn toes til' sun down

Making sure when we in bed, i'm feeling run down

Do I need another cup of sanity

A double, 'nother double shot of somethin' that we ain't planned to be

So crazy to me

Swimming in the deep end for the first time

Since I dropped out of alignment, started my grind

Throwing it all behind me and sizing up my insight

My resentment upheld me a smooth flight

Turbulence swelling my anxiety

I can't find my own purpose to grow and regrow

I've seen lows and highs like tour guides

All my life spent waiting another moment

My aggression keeps stacking, but I don't mean to show it

When the snow hits, well imma stay inside

And collide my mind with new progressions in time just to stay alive

I don't wanna have to wake up

And stay up if i'm not ready for the day yea, day yea

I don't even get a pay stub, pay stub

This shits tough

But everybody goes through it

And I might have a chance to prove it

I'm really hoping I can choose it

No we can't give up

Where was you at when I was in a bad state

Can't fix a sad face tying up what hadn't been half laced in the first place

Began to sink into the distance acting like it's fine

I left it behind and let the scarab carry me away, I wanna enlighten my days

I'm insane, I'm okay, I don't know what to think anymore

Well, I don't know what to think anymore (ooh, whoa)

So take a second and let me know what I do this for

Show me what the truth can hold

I acquire talents but actions that ain't been spoken for

Qualities I can't ignore, I often visit

I don't mean to relive it every time I speak my mind

Thrown in a constant rewind, I keep correcting my lines and consciously second guessing

The way that I send my message to people that used to know me

I said goodbye to my homies a year and a half ago

Maybe some of them feeling lonely, guess I'll never know