Drowning

I keep calling I keep falling down I'm trying to get up Can you save me I don't know if I can do this on my own I keep calling You keep stalling almost every time you go Can you save me I don't know if I can even stay afloat Another night where we disconnect Say we do but don't show respect I'm drowning out in way too much stress Your heart is one that I can't protect Can't take the love that I offer you Can't feel affection you offer me It's hard to fight on this battlefield and be the man that I gotta be Then I'm right back with a note pad feeling so mad I've had Depressed days and I really want my life back Heart cold one day I'll need a bypass I'm living sidetracked Feeling hijacked And I don't get sleep without a nightcap I'm thinking that I'm on a different flight path I'm numb at the bottom of the bucket with a white flag I don't wanna fight back nah I'm drowning and nobody ever tries to reach me Tide is coming and the waters getting too deep Why can't you hear me when I'm screaming that I can't breathe Can't breathe I keep calling I keep falling down I'm trying to get up Can you save me I don't know if I can do this on my own I keep calling You keep stalling almost every time you go Can you save me I don't know if I can even stay afloat I used to believe I had to be A perfect person I had to keep The real me locked in I could not compete Didn't love myself I was not complete I drift off into the distance and never listen when you trying to figure out what this is I've taken a road I could not have predicted Seeking in myself trying to find where bliss is Deep in my bones I can feel the trauma Try to feel good but I'm used to drama Tend to find peace when I lie in silence Either that or in a beat when I meet with karma I created a war that's filling with broken apologies And if I drift off to the deepest of waters I understand that you can't follow me Will you follow me I'm drowning and nobody ever tries to reach me The tide is coming and the waters getting too deep Why can't you hear me when I'm screaming that I can't breathe Can't breathe I keep calling I keep falling down I'm trying to get up Can you save me I don't know if I can do this on my own I keep calling You keep stalling almost every time you go Can you save me I don't know if I can even stay afloat Yeah You reach me Can't breathe When the waves come crashing down Pull me under and surround me Will you reach out I guess we don't know where this might go But I know that we're stuck in a cycle It feels like we're drifting apart An ocean between us in need of a lifeboat But I'll never let go I'm with you together as long as we're walking this tightrope I'm drowning and nobody ever tries to reach me Tide is coming and the waters getting too deep Why can't you hear me when I'm screaming that I can't breathe