Familiar Sadness Is Too Comforting

I'm angry at you For something I can't do I care too much But don't try enough Caution what I choose 'Cause there's too much to lose I missed you today Can't help but feel like a pain I'm too scared to leave my room Don't want to see what I can't choose Everyone's watching but nobody cares Everyone's laughing, the joke is there's no one there Why do I miss the uncertainty of being fourteen? Familiar sadness is too comforting And I don't wanna hurt again I just want back old friends I'm too scared to leave my room Don't want to see what I can't choose Everyone's watching but nobody cares Everyone's laughing, the joke is there's no one there I'm terrified of being found out That progress is fake and my thoughts are still loud Nobody's watching, I need you to care Nobody's laughing 'cause nobody's there