Hive

Lately I been thinking That me thinking been the problem all along Autopilot I'm not driving I'm just riding staying calm I been searching for the meaning of it all Put my best foot forward to step in the name of love Sometimes feel my circadian rhythm sorta arrhythmic I know my heart beat different than most I keep emotions suppressed I'mma jab stepping through life Conflict a lot to ingest When life become a riddle need a Ritalin fix Attention deficits in details Hypersensitive subjects in my train of thought I derail don't ask my destination Focused on preservation Inhalation inhibited Got a habit of holding my tongue Holding my breath Engulfing my lungs Till it's too much to bare Bury the hatchet and hack in despair I don't believe in happenstances aware That all that happens not just up in the air I'm a summation of my efforts and cares My preparation trepidation and fears Lately I been thinking That me thinking been the problem all along Autopilot I'm not driving I'm just riding staying calm I been searching for the meaning of it all Almost 3 years out from the growth I once preached about More songs in the vault than inside my catalog I feel a transition coming I been preparing for it Scary thing is I don't think I'll ever be ready for what's in store It's a sentimental feeling tryna cherish the time that I have I used to be concerned about making it Now I feel success is innate And awaiting yields on return of my effort Effortless I effervesce in my incubation Intimidated by nothing My demons cower at my glare alone I reek of favor in my pheromones No longer timid I announce my entry to rooms in baritone As long as God got me know I'm not alone I'm back home now The team been moving in unison Through whatever test us They say that death come in threes and the enemy working triple time Yet somehow we've avoided stretchers Push the pressure like a triangle offense We just keeping the ball rolling along Times been tough but we grew accustomed we moving tougher If it's 2 for flinching I want 10 for thoughts of being flustered I won't budge long as long as it's breath I can muster At a point where this not even for me This for Will this for Ro this for y'all this for hope For my aunt Who I promised a crib in 04 And as young as I was still know my words set in stone Doubts atoned I'm back in form relentless This ascension see y'all when the tape is finished David