Losing

I thought that if I changed you would love me Be a little less bubbly Try to be a little more perfect And maybe then you'd think I'm worth it all See I just wanted to be good for you Even if it was bad for me Even if I was a casualty Now its baffling I keep fighting myself to be what you need But I don't see you tryin to be there for me Cause I make everything so convenient for you Put my plans on hold just to ride for you I would take an oath and still lie for you Build up all your dreams to the sky boy But now I question myself Like are you worth it for real Cause I'm not happy boy, can't you tell That I have distanced my self Put my heart on the shelf Its so clear baby that I'm Got me losing losing losing my mind I be thinking bout you all of the time Got me losing losing losing my mind I be thinking bout you all of the time I'm going crazy over you Nothing left for me cause I done gave you everything I'm losing losing losing my mind I be thinking bout you all of the time Why is it so hard To change the way I feel To leave when you do wrong To find me something real I prayed to God a thousand times about you I asked him to help me walk when my feet won't move I'm out the door I ain't coming back no more I know I said this just last week That was when my heart was weak Right now I don't give a fuck I told my girls come pick me up And I wish you the best of luck Want me to stay? Boy please, for what? Nah nah Got me losing losing losing my mind I be thinking bout you all of the time Got me losing losing losing my mind I be thinking bout you all of the time I was minding my own business till you came around Look at what you did Boy you done really did it now You are such a lie Told me I was the one for you But you only wanted the life You really wanted my vibe One two three, the devils after me Four five six, he really got me bent Seven eight nine, I should've seen the signs Going crazy in my mind boy you been wasting my time Got me losing losing losing my mind I be thinking bout you all of the time Got me losing losing losing my mind I be thinking bout you all of the time