Messed Up

(So messed up) I hope I miss my flight So I can sit inside my room all night Thinkin how my parents got divorced I ended up in Kansas City Started writing songs in basements Hoping somebody would hear me I'm so messed up Don't preach to the choir Red pills crushed up Throw me to the fire Sorry if I let you down Every time I come around I'm so messed up My body's full of snakes I poison eveything I touch these days I watched my parents get divorced And then again when I was 20 Now it is so hard to believe you When you tell me that you love me I'm so messed up Don't preach to the choir Red pills crushed up Throw me to the fire Sorry if I let you down Every time I come around I'm so messed up, yeah I'm so messed up Don't preach to the choir Red pills crushed up Throw me to the fire Sorry if I let you down Every time I come around I'm so messed up I'm so messed up I'm so messed up I'm so messed up I'm so messed up