Lose Interest

I can't help if I lose interest I'm not entirely to blame When you give me what I ask for I never have to ask again Never really meant to hurt you baby I meant every word I said But when you fucked with me the first time Guess it lingers in my head And I ask myself if this is what I really want Every time I'm done holding you Ask myself if this is what I really want But I've got no one left to hold on to Holding on to what I'm left with Never let you in too close I could stop and cut my losses Another line in my life's prose That I write again and again Like poems with no end I can't understand understand, so I'll just pretend And I ask myself if this is what I really want Every time I'm done holding you I should ask myself if this is what I really want But I've got no one left to hold on to Ask myself if this is what I really want Got no one left to hold onto And I know Ask myself if this is what I really want Again and again, Again and again Ask myself if this is what I really want Again and again, Again and again