Deadnest

Violent thoughts permeate the air On a flooded vessel beyond repair I'm plagued by silent fights and vindictive stares Dreaming of a place anywhere but here Lost in despair Forever altered, I'm sinking into The wretched abyss that was once my home But what can I do? Keep drowning it out The stifled voices of reason Are barely audible Our bodies covered in lesions Am I responsible? Poison myself to pass the time Feeding toxic habits to ease my mind I'm bleeding from the inside, but out of sight Screaming into the night for answers why Living a lie Forever altered, I'm sinking into The wretched abyss that was once my home But what can I do? Keep drowning it out Choke on the lies of the chosen one Or sever the ties that are bound by blood The lines are blurred (search for direction) The mind is lost to indecision Imprisoned, a vision That faded into nothingness The lines are blurred (sift through the wreckage) The mind is lost to indecision Imprisoned, a vision That faded into nothingness Another day Another sense to dull Can't run away A path I'm meant to crawl Forever altered, I'm sinking into The wretched abyss that was once my home But what can I do? Keep drowning it out We'll carry onward, ignoring the wounds Inflicted by instruments of our own Denial consumes It's breaking me down The stifled voices of reason Are barely audible Our bodies covered in lesions And I am responsible