Attached

Hoping I don't get too attached 'cause I know you'll probably leave I'm trying not to hold shit back, but it's harder than it seems I promised you I'd try my best, but it's not like you believe I'm sorry that I can't forget all things you said to Me I don't wanna get too attached, 'cause I know you'll probably leave (leave) I'm trying not to hold shit back, but it's harder than it seems (seems) I promised you I'd try my best, but it's like you don't believe (don't believe me) I'm sorry that I can't forget all the things you said to me Yeah, the worst feeling in the world is knowing that I hurt you I tried to call you on your phone, I got no one to turn to When laying in my bed, I swear I still can smell your perfume Makes me think back to the times we'd break our parents' curfew 2 am, shooting stars, the taste of your lips Recline the seats in my car then grab on your hips You revived my aching heart then broke it to bits I guess that timing's always hard when you falling as kids I put this message in a bottle, hope you find it someday Maybe I'll wake up tomorrow to your beautiful face Swear I think about you every time I'm on this runway It's okay if feelings leave but mine always gon' stay Tears that I shed show the way I care I'm fearing silence, I just want you here I don't wanna get too attached, 'cause I know you'll probably leave (yeah) I'm trying not to hold shit back, but it's harder than it seems (I'm tryin', I'm tryin') I promised you I'd try my best, but it's like you don't believe (don't believe me) I'm sorry that I can't forget all the things you said to me Yeah, I can't forget the things you said to me I'm sorry, it's gon' take a while to fix my tendencies A lot to learn, so many flaws that dragging me down I'm finding comfort as I write them into melodies It hurts different when you the one who's actually trying When our relationship depending on love I'm supplying I guess the roles were once reversed and we both have been lying I just hope that you come back before both of us dying Done playing petty games, you the one that I choose Nothing ever be the same if I somehow lost you Only thing that's on my brain, hope you feel like I do Everybody's got a chapter in their story confused (Yeah, now) Tears that I shed show the way I care I'm fearing silence, I just want you here I don't wanna get too attached, 'cause I know you'll probably leave (yeah) I'm trying not to hold shit back, but it's harder than it seems (I'm tryin', I'm tryin') I promised you I'd try my best, but it's like you don't believe (don't believe me) I'm sorry that I can't forget all the things you said to me