Play Pretend

I've got a sickness in my blood, I think I'm fucked Every night when I can't wake up And every night that we're in love, it's not enough All of the memories I've crushed Syringe my hand, I don't really care (I don't really care) Don't break my heart 'cause it's just turns back into sand And it's something, it's something, makes me breathe And it's something, it's something, makes me scream So go on, go on until it ends It hurts, it burns, I'll play pretend Go on, go on until it ends It hurts, it burns, I'll play pretend I found your number in the phone book (oh no) By the mistakes and I was so shook, baby I really hate it, so I won't look (won't look) Does my addiction really drive you crazy? Keep her waiting for me (keep 'em waiting) When the picture burns and we cut the trees And I don't have to wait to be lonely Said that you hate me, driving me crazy, oh So go on, go on until it ends It hurts, it burns, I'll play pretend Go on, go on until it ends It hurts, it burns, I'll play pretend Babe, will you trust me? Just know I got you running round in circles Just to say that you love me And the drugs make me fantasize Would you save yourself? Would you save my life? So go on, go on until it ends It hurts, it burns, I'll play pretend Go on, go on until it ends It hurts, it burns, I'll play pretend Yeah, and I just play pretend I just think that I'm dead, but I just play pretend Do you ever play pretend? Over again, I'll just play pretend I kinda like that a lot