Contentment

Ups and downs

Highs and lows

Life is ebb and flow

Don't know where to go

Was it supposed to be like this

Was sanity a trick

Am I losing it

Am I losing it

What the fuck

Brought this to my doorstep

Having to be black or white

Lies I learned throughout life

It ain't funny, just strange

Nobody to date

Talked about life in the middle

Just some thoughts while it drizzles

Feels like I should feel joy, or some kinda stress

Or any other emotion, instead I'm just content

When the world seems hard to bear

Know your minds not always there

Not always ups or downs

There's always the middle ground

Wasn't prepared for this, no

Wasn't prepared for this

Dive into my bed

Scream into the void instead

(Screams)

Feels like I should feel joy, or some kinda stress

Or any other emotion, instead I'm just, content

When the world seems hard to bear

Know your minds not always there

Not always ups or downs

Theres always the middle ground

When the world seems hard to bear

Know your minds not always there

Not always ups or downs

Theres always the middle ground

The goals, Contentment

The goals, Contentment