Loneliness of Spring

Been hurt so many times A big hole's been opened so Been putting a needle through Pulling together Protected it for many days Closed my heavy lips Held it together almost exploding Been hurt so many times Sewed the opened hole and hid I want to try to be with you for as long as I can Protected it for many days Clenched my teeth when I wanted to spit it out You know it hurt, being held It's not painful forcing it to close I guess it's my fault because I was exhausted I thought I could still be of use Before ripping off Our compassion slip past each other And we say goodbye I guess it's my fault because I was exhausted Your smell still lingers Before ripping off a little reluctantly, a goodbye My face, my body hurt so many times but still can be used Don't leave me, I just don't want you to give it to someone else It is my fault because I was exhausted I guess it's my fault because I was exhausted I'm thinking I was depended on Can't win against me before I was ripped up, brand new and unused I guess it's my fault because I was exhausted I can still remember, I've just lost color After ripping off a little reluctantly, a goodbye