The Fear Comes Up

I'm walking around in circles

And I realize that nothing else makes sense

Why did I get so weak?

I try to sleep but the fear comes up

I drown in gray clouds

I talk to myself waiting for

A moment of calm

A way out of the dark

I'm falling apart

It's hard to look out the window

And regret that I'm not living out there

And regret that I'm not living out there

What if I took some pills?

What would I become?

Would I be strong?

I'm waiting for

A moment of calm

A way out of the dark

I'm falling apart