Antiquity

One foot in front of the other Dug my own damn grave Missing most of you Not like those things can change And heartbreak's not supposed to last for good Or so they say But that doesn't seem to stop me from feeling The same way And it's hard to Conceptualize anything when I don't even know what I look like And I want to Be the person to sweep you off your feet But I can't That's not me Though I wish it was Wish I could stop picking myself apart Don't know why I started in the first place And why's it so fucking hot in October Other places seem to be much colder At least for now But not for long And it's hard to Concern myself with anything when there's so much to be dealt with And I want to Be the person to fix everything But I can't That's not me Though I wish it was I wish it was Seriously, I wish it was I wish it was