Outer Space

I'd like to fly to the moon but I'd get that nervous bubble in my stomach I probably wouldn't even make it to the clouds Let alone outer space But what are dreams if they're not things you can't achieve You showed up to my house the day we graduated, told me you missed me and you're sorry But you're leaving now And I'm here Never one to be found Away from the sea It's where my heart lives It's where I find peace But you find a comfort in the cold That's ok, I guess we all cope in different ways I wanna hold your hand under the brightest sun I want everyone to see what you mean to me Our hearts never aligned and we'd find reasons to give it up Like you never wanted to go to space with me I thought she might Tell me that she loved me I didn't know how I could love her when she was like that She was always like that Everyone has their flaws but yours are nothing like mine Like mine Everyone has their flaws but yours are nothing like mine I can't be friends with you like this I know very well what I'm doing and I know that what I'm doing isn't right on any level but What we had is in the past and I'm making damn well sure of that now I don't wanna be the biggest person on mars if I don't have you by my side I don't wanna be the biggest person on mars if I don't have you by my side I wanna be like Laika but I don't wanna die, l I wanna live amongst the stars and never look back on the earth I've got nothing to lose so hey NASA, I'm your new recruit Toss me up in the air and don't bring me back down How could I return after knowing what I'd know? The dirt on the ground couldn't compare to the utter emptiness way up there But no I'm not gonna go, I'd miss my dog too much and I love the sea The city, all the people, how they look down on me, the Pitt Street rat and ground below me I don't wanna be the biggest person on mars if I don't have you by my side I don't wanna be the biggest person on mars if I don't have you by my side