Birthday Party

A fear of death, a fear of dying Why won't the dog pick up the stick? Panic sweats, you wake up crying Always feeling kind of sick I want one feeling all the time I don't want to feel a thing And if I die, then you can keep it I won't tell you what it means I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved I'm always playing solitaire I always kiss you on the lips And if I die, then you can keep it I don't want to feel a thing Always on my best behavior Sometimes I can't hold it in Always wait until it's over I don't want to feel a thing I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved You always liked me for some reason I don't care about a thing Are you aware that this is broken? I don't want to feel a thing Invite me to your birthday party Watch me cry across the room I don't want to be forgotten I don't want to be alone A fear of death, a fear of dying Why won't the dog pick up the stick? Panic sweats, you wake up crying Always feeling kind of sick I want one feeling all the time I don't want to feel a thing And if I die, then you can keep it I won't tell you what it means I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved, I don't wanna be loved I don't wanna be loved