Fast Forward

How can life be standing still When everything seems to be going downhill? How do I follow my instinct If I don't feel anything to begin with? I know it may Sound like a lie But I can't remember the last time I felt alright Let me out Let me out This room is nothing but a prison cell The walls are closing in It was over before it even began So this is where it ends? Put a gun to my head And fast-forward since I'm destined to fail either way Get it over with I've spent too many years trying to fix myself So you want to help? Well, it might be too fucking late Tell me, why should I even care? When nothing goes my way No ambition, no desire No motivation or willpower No ambition, no desire Life is getting darker as the hole gets deeper Get it over with Get it over with