I Wanna Be a Machine

I want, I want to be a machine And I want to be shiny chrome and clean There's something, something, some- There's something wrong with me, oh no I want, I can change my CPU 'Cause I am scared, I'll be the same to you There's something, something, some- There's something wrong with me And now it's back to square one Feel another attack, a reaction impacting Every time I start a brand-new track A brand-new plaque, a brand-new stack If I can hack it without getting distracted And breaking a new contract I'm getting limited by flesh and blood Dopamine receptor needs a fresh flood of the chemicals Serotonin feeling so ephemeral in general malaise I'm stuck wasting several days waiting for a burst of inspiration Instigation of a more productive phase Organic brain in a panic, clash! I gotta go fast like Sonic Double the time it takes, double the bad mistakes Double the monthly breakdown, the shake-down The trouble with self-doubt, I'm feeling sick of confusion Give in to the robotic focus and out with the human I want, I want to be a machine And I want to be shiny chrome and clean There's something, something, some- There's something wrong with me, oh no I want, I can change my CPU 'Cause I am scared, I'll be the same to you There's something, something, some- There's something wrong with me And now it's back to square one Feel the pulse like the rhythm that's breaking Maybe it's the pills that I've been takin' But I feel overclocked, overworked Over and over, too hot, I got to stop Turn the plan on, turn the fan on Melting from the inside, trying to stand on fire Downed wires, it's got a virus Thought it was the new me, back to the old trip! Heart goes boom, trapped in a padded room A womb for powerless flowers who can't bloom Don't assume from afar that you can diagnose a ghost Just from looking at the scars, stars in your eyes I can tell But you're living in denial, try out living in hell You'll be sick of confusion, start new infusion Robotic is better than human I want, I want to be a machine And I want to be shiny chrome and clean There's something, something, some- There's something wrong with me, oh no I want, I can change my CPU 'Cause I am scared, I'll be the same to you There's something, something, some- There's something wrong with me And now it's back to square one I want, I want, I want I want, I want, I want I want, I want, I want I want, I want, I want I want, I want to be a machine I want, I want, I want I want, I want, I want I want, I want, I want I want, I want, I want I want, I want to be a machine