Vagrant

Irrational misbalance

An unconscious consciousness

Offended by my gloomy thoughts

Being trapped in the eternal

My mind is as wide as the universe

I pray every day to find peace

I am doomed to dwell

In two distant worlds

Physical and psychic

I can't dissociate

Right from wrong

I feel no joy, no sorrow, no pain

Swallowed into nothingness

I drown in the recesses of my soul

I torture myself to try

To feel something

Cutting pieces of myself

To feel like I'm still alive

I'm devouring myself from the inside

I'm suffocating in my own flesh

I lament the curse that was cast on me

I never wanted to be captive

Of that deceased spirit

My path begins where yours ends

Because only there, would I feel free

Irrational misbalance

An unconscious consciousness

Offended by my gloomy thoughts

Being trapped in the eternal

My mind is as wide as the universe

I pray every day to find peace

I am doomed to dwell

In two distant worlds

Physical and psychic

I'm in a never-ending fall

Taking me to the abyssal depths

I'm in an ever-growing blackness

Preventing me from getting back to the light