I'm Embarrassed I Still Think of You

I saw you around, "are you good" as always You lingered to walk behind me Gave you a forest to draw Stood in the rain while watching you I felt too aggressive and scary Wanting to sit next to you Is it wrong or internal scars? I'm embarrassed I still think of you I can still smell the chemicals Wafting from squares Hear a red light humming I admit that wasn't love Not even close But I still think of you You saw them out of context No one caught on Moved your leg toward mine And I was frozen In the gallery and on the lawn You were beautiful and already gone I'm embarrassed I still think of you I'm embarrassed I still think of you I'm embarrassed I still think of you I'm embarrassed I still think of you I'm embarrassed I still think of you I'm embarrassed I still think of you