Enemy

You're nothing but a kid keep it quiet keep it hidden boy No one likes who you are no one cares what you've done at all Shut your mouth bite your tongue take your words and erase it all You can fight it you can leave it You can love me you can hate me You can hurt me you can save me You can find me you can lose me All the words slowly pouring while my thoughts are out here hurting Losing sight of what's important never learning never growing I'm my own enemy I know my flaws too well I know my mind needs help Kept my life in misery because being happy was never a part of the plan Feeling pain is all I thought instead I heard no one likes you when you're 23 That's cool no one liked me when I was 16 Now I'm out here getting older while my dreams aren't getting bolder Feeling satisfied with dying but why am I still crying? Had lover but he turned into another mistake Did I realize too soon? Did I realize too late? You can fight it you can leave it You can love me you can hate me You can hurt me you can save me You can find me you can lose me All the words slowly pouring while my thoughts are out here hurting Losing sight of what's important never learning never growing I'm my own enemy I know my flaws too well I know my mind needs help Kept my life in misery because being happy was never a part of the plan Feeling pain is all I thought instead You can save me you can hurt me You can love me or throw me against the wall my dear Please save me please love me Please let me love myself tonight I'm my own enemy I know my flaws too well I know my mind needs help Kept my life in misery because being happy was never a part of the plan Feeling pain is all I thought instead