Fake Smiles 3

Yeah, I'm still numb to the pain Still take these drugs for the pain I just can't run from the pain I just can't run from the pain You said you were done with the games You just don't love me the same I just can't run from the pain I just can't run from the pain (I just can't run from the pain) (Feel me?) I don't wanna lose myself in you (you) Yeah I don't wanna lose myself in you (I don't wanna lose myself in you) Yeah I don't wanna lose myself in you (you) Yeah I don't wanna lose myself in you I've been feelin' like a mistake now I don't know what's real or what's fake now Like, "How many drugs do it take now to feel nothin'? 'Cause I'm still scared to break down, I can't break down, I can't show my pain Sometimes I just wanna blow my brains Wanna go out like Kurt Cobain I been really tryin' not to go insane I fuckin' hope it changes but I'm dead inside Demons in my head that I let inside I don't know how they always get inside Flowers don't grow when you let 'em die So don't let us die, I need somethin' real Holdin' on but can't fuckin' feel You know I've been stuck in my ways, I'm still Drinkin' daily, I've been takin' pills I just hate to feel, any fuckin' thing They will never know all the shit I seen They will never know all the pain it brings I loved you 'til I hated me, I fuckin' hated me I hated everyone Everyone fake when it's said and done I can't love so I rather run I can't live without bein' numb, without bein' numb Fuck everyone Everyone fake when it's said and done I can't love so I rather run And I can't live without bein' numb, without bein' numb And I'm still Yeah, I'm still numb to the pain Still take these drugs for the pain I just can't run from the pain I just can't run from the pain You said you were done with the games You just don't love me the same I just can't run from the pain I just can't run from the pain (I just can't run from the pain) (Feel me?) I don't wanna lose myself in you (you) Yeah I don't wanna lose myself in you (I don't wanna lose myself in you) Yeah I don't wanna lose myself in you (you) Yeah I don't wanna lose myself in you