Vacuum of Grace

I still see you leaving

Suitcase behind you and tears in my eyes

Catch myself believing

 That you would never leave my life

 I spend the nights preparing

For your return 'cause you'll come back so soon

Only faintly hearing

 What my intuition knows to be true

Where the dreams of secret fantasies

Meet the borders of reality

 And I wonder if we were even meant to be

Oh-oh

Where the rose-coloured hearts that I used to see

Burst in a thousand pieces

And Im left to deal with cold reality

Oh-oh

I am losing the ground beneath my feet

Im choosing not to know the whole story

Im floating in space

 A vacuum of grace

 A vacuum of grace

I still see us parting

 Writing the first message right when were in the car

Feel much like your darling

And that you'd never be real far

I spend the days just counting

 Every minute until your return

Only faintly doubting

 Sensing things take a different turn

Where the dreams of secret fantasies

 Meet the borders of reality

 And I wonder if we were even meant to be

Oh-oh

Where the rose-coloured hearts that I used to see

Burst in a thousand pieces

And Im left to deal with cold reality

Oh-oh

I am losing the ground beneath my feet

Im choosing not to know the whole story

Im floating in space

 A vacuum of grace

 A vacuum of grace

Wake me up from this bad dream

Tell me that love can't stop when it's genuine

Wake me up, kiss me good morning

Tell me that I've only been dreaming

To where the dreams of secret fantasies

Meet the borders of reality

And I wonder if we were even meant to be

Oh-oh

Where the rose-coloured hearts that I used to see

Burst in a thousand pieces

 And Im left to deal with cold reality

Oh-oh

I am losing the ground beneath my feet

Im choosing not to know the whole story

Im losing myself, my reality

Smashed against the cold concrete

 Of your god-damn fantasy