So It Goes

I'm still waking up from this shit While I was down, I witnessed everything In stunning black and white I lost sight and made excuses For all the damage that I did Singing, "I don't wanna go out and get high again" I'm still coming loose from its grip What I saw while I was dreaming Made me want to stay alive I'll put every single ounce of focus that I have in it Singing, "I don't wanna go out and get high" Tell the truth for once I want to bury every single thing Devour all the time I've lost Inside of every word I fear Singing, "I don't wanna go out and get high again" (I don't wanna go out and get high) (I don't wanna go out and get high) (I don't wanna go out and get high)