The Darkness

Lately it seems like everybody wants to tell me just what they think is best for me Like I ain't have the smarts or heart to be successful Here all by myself, did it all by myself Fuck, I'm all liquored up, got the room spinning now Man, I'm thinking about how I let everyone down Just because I denied all them 9 to 5 jobs Because it ain't what I want, fuck it I'm from a place where I disgraced the sheep leaving the stable, going back to the barn I'll leave my tip on the table, pay your tab then I'm out Just to slick insist I got more then y'all, and I'll give until I'm gone Man, I swear to god that for you to be proud I'd need a white collar living, so I'm leaving tomorrow Going back to the dark I love you, but you don't know if u can stake it out in this darkness You're going to have to watch me drift into the darkness I'm going to be alone, I only know the darkness Now I ain't got no 10 year plan; I was asked Cold January nights, I think a part of me just laughed Because I was born without a map, you'll probably never understand I'm still finding my way like castaways towards the sand But that's just what my journey be, life without purchased degrees At first it was exactly what you loved and made you flirt with me Now I ain't so sure if I was nothing but a burden Be it the nights we never slept a wink, eventually you turned on me Who knows? Been a while since I spoke And told all y'all the truth while u insist my shit's a joke And I'm trying to forget and quit, my parents wonder why is it I'm waking up at noon, but I was up 'til 8 trying this I love you, but you don't know if u can stake it out in this darkness You're going to have to watch me drift into the darkness I'm going to be alone, I only know the darkness I need you to see that if you're going to ride with me you'll meet the darkness And yeah, that's alright with me if you ain't want this But I could be whoever I want in the darkness