this is what i get

They say finding love takes confidence, but you took all of mine Now looking back at all the people after us I've liked I just see you even though we're through So, what's the point of trying when you haunt the memories you're not even in? They say getting over someone is like climbing up a hill And once you reach the peak of it, it's easier to feel So, I guess I'm forever doomed to climb 'Cause even when I feel I'm getting close, I don't see any end in sight And I'll say I'm over it, but only to be sure That I won't want you if you show up at my door This is what I get For staying when I knew I should've left For holding on to you right through the end 'Cause now you've built a home inside my head In space you don't deserve, but I guess this is what I get This is what I get This is what I get, oh This is what I get They say finding love takes innocence, but you took all of mine And looking back, I think you'd rather choke than swallow pride As if you could do something that was good But I guess it's just easier to treat someone so badly just because I say I'm over it, but only to be sure That I won't want you if you show up at my door This is what I get For staying when I knew I should've left For holding on to you right through the end 'Cause now you've built a home inside my head In space you don't deserve, but I guess this is what I get This is what I get This is what I get, oh This is what I get This is what I get (now you've built a home inside my head) This is what I get, oh (in space you don't deserve, but I guess) This is what I get