Upside

I come home to lights off, missed calls, don't even bother Can't sleep, can't eat, I'm underwater There's nothing that you can say, I've always felt this way Left out, leftovers on the counter Feels like I'm only sinking further There's nothing that you can say, just chemicals in my brain There's a little voice running through my head Reminding me of the stupid things I said All the mistakes I've ever made Playing over again On the upside, everything's gonna be just fine I'm already dead on the inside Nobody can hurt me now On the outside, having the time of my life Hanging with people I don't like Nobody can hurt me now Nobody can hurt me now, ooh Nobody can hurt me now, ooh Nobody can hurt me Bloodshot, no tears, at least it's something Still here, didn't even see you coming I don't like the way it feels but at least I can say it's real There's a little voice running through my head Reminding me of those stupid things I said I let the monsters in my bed, they say On the upside, everything's gonna be just fine I'm already dead on the inside Nobody can hurt me now On the outside, having the time of my life Hanging with people I don't like Nobody can hurt me now Nobody can hurt me now, ooh Nobody can hurt me now, ooh Nobody can hurt me— Now, ooh Nobody can hurt me now, ooh Nobody can hurt me now