Civil War

If I ever get to Heaven, gonna walk up to His desk and say Got a couple questions Wonder whether you can answer me? You put everything together Yeah, You made me just the way I am If You're a lover like that tell me, then please help me understand Why You put good into my heart Then tease me with evil since the day I was born Guilty and confused, I ripped myself apart When You always knew I'd be a civil war That I'd be a civil war, that I'd be a civil war What'd You make me that way for? That I'd be a civil war Now I've been living with my demons They've been eating at me every day I like change 'round my neck Most nights get the best of me And I'm ashamed, I'm amazed, I'm afraid of the wicked I need And I'm sure there's silver ling And I'm trying, but I cannot see Why You put good into my heart Then tease me with evil since the day I was born Guilty and confused, I ripped myself apart When You always knew I'd be a civil war That I'd be a civil war, that I'd be a civil war Now, what'd You make me that way for? I'd be a civil war 'Cause damn it, I'm tired and I wanna change But You put it right into my DNA So just for one evening, I curse Your name And ask why the hell do You do this to me? Why would You put, why would You put Why You put good into my heart Then tease me with evil since the day I was born Guilty and confused, I ripped myself apart When You always knew I'd be a civil war That I'd be a civil war, that I'd be a civil war Now, what'd You make me that way for? I'd be a civil war