American Blood

I don't wanna go out tonight Find a show on a Saturday night I'd rather stay here and wait Sit alone playing video games I got enough friends No one else needs to know my name And yeah, I know my face is ageing And it's okay, yeah, it's okay But it's so cold Humanity grows old The man in me soaks up American Blood And I'm so scared That all of my worst fears Have followed me out here I'm mad at myself I try to keep my head up, my head up I try to keep myself from feeling this way I'm tired, and I'm fucked up in this rest stop It's only in my head, but it's not gonna change It goes on and on, so electric Like a full-fledged panic inside And I know you said that it's not my fault But the truth is just so easy to hide I gotta keep my head up, my head up I gotta keep myself from feeling ashamed I'm tired, and I'm fucked up, and I can't stop It's only in my head, but it's not gonna change Well, it burns slow Somewhere inside, and nobody knows That I'm here, stoned Drinking alone, and out of control I gotta keep my head up, my head up I gotta keep myself from feeling ashamed I'm crying 'cause I'm fucked up, baby, I know that It's only in my head, but it's not gonna change