I told myself
I'd never wait around
For anyone, anyone
But here I am
Breaking promises
To myself again, self again
I can hide it
Better than you'll ever know
I can fight this
But I might be late to your show
Said I was going to go
So Goddamnit I'm going to go
On days like this
I feel so alone
Even though I'm not, no I'm not
Just pick up the phone
But it's a weight in my palms
And I'm stuck in thought, lost in rot
Why am I like this
I always ask, I'll never know
Try to fight it
You still love me when I don't
You don't say anything
You just pull me close
Maybe breaking promises
Was what I needed
Take it from me
My world keeps turning
