One of Them

All those eyes that seem to follow me Make me blind And they grind my stupid grown up mind Once I used to build little castles that meant everything to me Now I'm pointing at those who don't lament When their castle falls apart There is this tiny voice shouting It is rumbling in my head It's getting louder and starts pounding It's screaming "I don't give a shit" Why not say What needs to be said Go and fuck yourself I'll go fuck myself Maybe that's how we'll survive When they look at me The way I look at them I'll win when I give up When they look at me The way I look at them I'm both tormentor and slave There is this tiny voice shouting It is rumbling in my head It's getting louder and starts pounding It's screaming "I don't give a shit" But the world is spinning faster And I've some hair on my chest The world is spinning faster I don't give a shit I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care no more They look at me Show prejudice But I don't care