All 4 Red

All I see is red I'm on go Pour me another drink I don't want smoke The pain is so deep It's all I know Came from the bottom On my way to the top No this life is not right Why you gon tell me I have to crawl before I can fly Where were you when I was down alone Figuring out ways to help my mum get by The first time she got kicked out of the house Was the first time I contemplated suicide I got caught in the dark And I didn't see the light I was busy getting lost in my mind From all the shit I endured as a child Can say on it now but I wish I could cry The tears are so froze I can't even try I've been on the edge always ready to fire Never trusted no one or myself Cause the same people Who claim that they with you Are the first ones to leave When all the shit gets hard I do it myself cause I'm gang All I see is red I'm on go Pour me another drink I don't want smoke The pain is so deep It's all I know Came from the bottom On my way to the top Came from the mud This shit was rough Can't lie I'm cuffed To the game I swear on God Can't commit to no bitch on God Cause that shit is just based on luck And I really don't play on luck Roll the dice is time to fuck Kick her out if she ain't down to fuck I'm really on top Since a kid I've been giving no fucks Drip too hard my swag is on top I'm getting real brain Had to tell her to pause If she goes too deep might just burst in her Fresh to death You'll get greased if you touch The pills I'm popping Might just get your head popped Lowkey drilled but I'm drunk as fuck All I see is red I'm on go Pour me another drink I don't want smoke The pain is so deep It's all I know Came from the bottom On my way to the top