Can't Explain

I can't make any sense of it even though I often try There's just these dreams I have sometimes and in them you're my guy There's all these things we've never done they make me sure that you're the one I can't explain And I can't find the rational even though I often try There's just these days I have, and in them, you're all that gets me by This want that you will never know, inside me seems to grow and grow I can't explain And sometimes when we talk, and no one else is near, and I wonder should I tell you I wonder would you care But in real life all I ever do, is bow my head and stub my shoe And sometimes when we talk, and no one is around and I wonder should I tell you I wonder how it sounds But in real life all I ever do, is bow my head and walk past you I can't explain I can't explain I can't explain I can't explain There's these secrets that we keep where I'm resigned, I'm yours I'm weak There's these secrets that we keep where I'm all yours I'm done, I'm meek There's these secrets that we keep, I've made them up, your little freak Sometimes when we talk, and no one else is near and I wonder should I tell you, I wonder would you care, But in real life all I ever do, is bow my head and stub my shoe And sometimes when we talk, and no one is around and I wonder should I tell you I wonder how it sounds But in real life all I ever do, is bow my head and stub my shoe I can't explain I can't explain There's these secrets that we keep, I've made them up Your little freak