Sober

How do I start this How do I say it These complicated words how do I lay it Out on the table The one you're not at Any longer But how tall you fucking sat With your ego That thing's as big as the city And your voice You used to walk all over me I hardly knew who you were at the end And I don't want to walk on this carpet Or sleep in this bed Where you used to hold me And kiss my forehead I am boundless when it comes to this A restless energy that sits on my lips And you are so Goddamn amusing When you're sober and you're not using I wish that I could have you back over But only if you'll love me and only if you're sober And I was stupid for thinking I could change you For not knowing this would come to what it came to The plans we made, the house we built Is forever a burden, forever a tilt To my life now, baby thought we'd make it And build all the dreams we talked about, you said it And you promised, you promised And I see this table The one that you're not at any longer But how tall you fucking sat With your ego That thing's as big as this city And your voice You used to walk all over me I hardly knew who you were at the end And I don't want to walk on this carpet Or sleep in this bed Where you used to hold me And kiss my forehead I am boundless when it comes to this A restless energy that sits on my lips And you are so Goddamn amusing When you're sober and you're not using I wish that I could have you back over But only if you'll love me and only if you're sober I know you baby like my skin knows ink And I know this path and where it always leads Maybe for once choose me over a drink Hope in your blackouts you remember me And I don't want to walk on this carpet Or sleep in this bed Where you used to hold me And kiss my forehead I am boundless when it comes to this A restless energy that sits on my lips And you are so Goddamn amusing When you're sober and you're not using I wish that I could have you back over But only if you'll love me But only if you'll love me But only if you'll love me But only if you'll love me But only if you'll love me