Cloud Above My Head

I dislocated both my knees With five days in between But if you think that's gonna stop me You are wrong I'm in love with my best friend Who bangs a new guy every weekend Likes me back but hates commitment Life is great Yeah, there's a cloud above my head But hey it's okay I'm not dead yet I grew up in a christian house And tried to make my parents proud But I'm gay so Not today, well Isn't life just great? But it'll take more to bring me down I've been struggling to eat I started in recovery That's probably The hardest thing I've had to do I told my friend I was in love We started dating Then broke up 'Cause we're both messed up And the time just wasn't right Yeah, there's a cloud above my head But hey it's okay I'm not dead yet I grew up in a christian house And tried to make my parents proud But I'm gay so Not today, well Isn't life just great? But it'll take more to bring me down This girl who told me she was straight Whom I've been liking since 10th grade Said she liked my style and asked me one a date Like what?! But I'm mentally unstable And I don't know how to handle The love and safety That she gave me I ran away Yeah, there's a cloud above my head But hey it's okay I'm not dead yet I grew up in a christian house And tried to make my parents proud But I'm gay so Not today, well Isn't life just great? But it'll take more to bring me down Yeah, there's this cloud above my head But hey it's okay I'm not dead yet My doctors in recovery Won't offer me therapy Until I start to eat If only I knew how When everyday it feels like I'm about to drown But it'll take more to bring me down It's gonna take more to bring me down