Nervous

I'm a little bit nervous 'Cause I got too loud and I said too much last night I'm a little self conscious 'Cause I try to be a version of me I don't like, yeah I've been holding my emotions in Wanting to feel nothing Pour me up another drink It's me on the surface Drunk in the bar, talking too loud Honestly, I'm scared of what I'm feeling Suddenly it's real and I don't know what to do about it And maybe you would leave me, if you saw the real me So I pretend to not care about it But it's just you making me nervous Yeah, it's just you making me nervous I was waiting for summer You came along, letting me on like you did And I said I don't do this You didn't care, hand in my hair, that was it Now I'm holding my emotions in Trying to feel nothing So afraid to be loved again I'm a little bit nervous I push you away, I need you to steady Honestly, I'm scared of what I'm feeling Suddenly it's real and I don't know what to do about it And maybe you would leave me, if you saw the real me So I pretend to not care about it But it's just you making me nervous Yeah, it's just you making me nervous Honestly, I'm scared of what I'm feeling Suddenly it's real and I don't know what to do about it And maybe you would leave me, if you saw the real me So I pretend to not care about it But it's just you making me nervous Yeah, it's just you making me nervous