Truth

Have you ever felt like

You're confused the fuck out of this world

It's like I don't know what's going on

Everything

About me, myself

Just confuses me

I wanna find the truth

But maybe there is no truth

Half laid, butt slipped down to chair's edge

Too lazy to grab a tissue and wipe my tears wept

I planned to write a song

this precious morning and wasted it

By surfing YouTube for hours, I procrastinated, shit

Again! Please make amends

When does this laziness end

"Chilling out" seems like everyone's favorite trend

Should I try to be different? I'm a believer

I see that one day my life's

Eat-work-sleep-work-repeat

Now it's a deeper cheater retreat to this dream

Whenever I relax, I feel like I'm slacking

I panic about every millisecond passing by

And I can't grab it, damn it

Your passion for rapping dies fast if you stop rapping

Thomas, why blow off steam for not working like a robot

Coercing yourself to do what seems correct

Like a woke mob

You're a human! You gotta relax

Or you're never happy

Shut up

If you listen to that, you'll never succeed

But

I don't know who I am and what should I do

My views never the truth, merely my truth

My head falls apart, let the truth shine through

Existing just to find the divine truth

But is there a truth

Is there a truth

Maybe it's me, him, her and you

We're all fooled

Is there a truth

Is there a truth

What to pursue

What is the purpose of finding the

Truth

I'm confused

What is the purpose of finding the

Truth

I don't understand

I can't understand

I can't understand

What

My confidence's like a rubber band

Stretches fat, easily champions me

As the most advanced man in the planet

It collapses when you suggest one bad thing in my rapping

I understand the fact that

I will never amaze all of you

So my defense against it? Imma hate all of you

He uses trendy phrases? He must be corny

She shows her bra? She must be horny

It's never boring to keep brainwashing myself that

Everyone else is in some way not cool

At the same time I strongly believe in

Don't assume

Then I assume that others are always assuming others

Oh, they're so judgmental

And me? I love every motherfucker

Smashing every boundary

Truth is all crap. How 'bout that

Say "Earth is flat" zillion times

Just like that, it becomes a fact

Kindness merely a social construct

We barbaric animals

Love doesn't mean anything

It's all just chemicals

Every fucking thing could be a fraud

No transcendent proof

We only believe what we wanna believe

I wanna bend the spoon

If I escape away from the matrix

I'll be meditating everyday

Turn as they claim insane

But it's everyone's original state

I don't know who I am and what should I do

My views never the truth, merely my truth

My head falls apart, let the truth shine through

Existing just to find the divine truth

But is there a truth

Is there a truth

Maybe it's me, him, her and you

We're all fooled

Is there a truth

Is there a truth

What to pursue

What is the purpose of finding the

Truth

I'm confused

What is the purpose of finding the

Truth

Tell me

Tell me