Self-Rez

From the back room

I hear you calling

My name, I think

I'm falling

Out of touch and

Disconnected

Tell me how you feel

Are you even invested

Burning Bridges

Shouting matches

And of course I knew

But please don't worry

because I hate me too

Never mattered

Slammed my door and

broken windows too

Never bothered me because

I know we grew

Inside the drama fetishes again

It's all been done

You'll try but this time I

Won't change

Divorce, bankrupt, suicide

Self admitted

You've had it worse

Leave again, your feelings are just hurt

Pack you car, attention starved

Beg for a a way to sleep past alarms

Alone again, fake friends

Spirit killers, take me in

Intermission, guilt admission

Burning Bridges, Shouting matches

And of course I knew

But please don't worry

Because I hate me too

Never mattered Slammed my door and

Broken windows too

Never bothered me

Because I know we grew

Inside the drama fetishes again

It's all been done

You'll try but this time I

Won't change

Change

What makes you think

I'll take your word

For every cry and whimper

That I've heard

The way you used me

Just can't forget

Leave me in the ground

To rot like shit

Waste my time

While I hide myself

From bread and wine

Alone again face down on the floor

Bottle in hand, foots out the door

Live your life like I'm not here