This Is Why

Hey, would you want to go with me to a party It might be dumb, and I don't know anyone Sure, I know there will be nothing there for me But let's go anyway, I'll drive you home when we're done We could sleep, but haven't you heard we're all dying Living fast is much more fun And I think deep down we know there's no point in trying But all we know how to do is run, run, run, run, run And this is why I cannot be alone anymore I miss the time when I knew what my time was for Oh my God, is it me, or is it getting harder To believe you were ever really anyone I'm not sure, but I think I used to be much smarter Back when I used to walk instead of run And I could say what you want to hear if it would stop you crying That way might be much more fun And I would tell you the truth, but I would be lying 'Cause even I don't know what I've done, done, done, done, done And this is why I cannot be around anyone I miss the time when I knew how to be alone