The Fear Of

Who am I without this? A dream I've worked for most of my life My whole plan gone up in smoke Erased quicker than the blink of an eye And I'm constantly afraid of what will happen The path forward seems so damn dark But I'm searching for the light The fear of losing control The fear of facing the unknown The fear of chasing The fear chasing down my own demise What's the point in believing Believing my own terrible lies? It's the fear of The fear of the unknown A constant weight upon my soul Now I'm losing it all It's the fear of The fear of letting go I just can't do this on my own While I drown in chemicals Drown in chemicals I'm constantly disappointed With the man that I've become The way forward seems like a dead end I waste away, I slowly succumb To the fear of chasing (chasing) The fear of chasing down my own demise What's the point in believing Believing my own terrible lies? It's the fear of The fear of the unknown A constant weight upon my soul Now I'm losing it all It's the fear of The fear of letting go I just can't do this on my own While I drown in chemicals I'm sinking (sinking) But I can't give up Keep breathing No, I won't give in (I'm sinking) I'll find a way to carry on I'll find the strength to fight again (keep breathing) This is my purpose This can't be the end It's the fear of The fear of the unknown Still weighs upon my soul I'm fucking losing it all It's the fear of The fear of letting go I just can't do this on my own While I drown in chemicals It's the fear of The fear of the unknown (I drown in chemicals) I just can't do this on my own While I'm losing it all (while I drown in chemicals) It's the fear of The fear of letting go I just can't do this on my own