Bleach

I hold my breath until you call So when they get to me at the morgue They'll say "she took her own life for what? For what?" I'll hold the door until you come I let I love you slip out once Now I'm tied up by your ropes You know what you're doing, when you call me home Go fuck yourself, I know you're going home to somebody else I know your kind and if I wanted to I could easily earn my stripes You made a dreamer, a bitter realist Overly trusting to overly cautious I moved the furniture against the door No you're not welcome here anymore Maybe I don't want what's best Maybe I get off on the pain Talking to you is drinking bleach right from the bottle Oh it's gonna kill me slow, dancing with devil, been tying ropes Every time we speak I'm drinking bleach I'm drinking bleach Don't act innocent Tell me where all the colour went You took the brightest days and cursed the sun And you know exactly what you've done You made a woman second guess everything to her a man has ever said I played the part cause I fit the costume To turn on me is just so like you Maybe I don't want what's best Maybe I get off on the pain Talking to you is drinking bleach right from the bottle Oh it's gonna kill me slow, dancing with devil, been tying ropes Every time we speak I'm drinking bleach I'm drinking bleach Hold my throat and pour it down I love you so I'm dying for the sake of you, I know Watch me as I breakdown Save me you know how End this before it ends me The sudden realisation that you never cared at all And walking me home was just a ploy to get me naked And I killed myself for you