Recover

Today I ate a single pomegranate and Thought about pasta all day Sandy says It's only up from here but that's what A therapist is paid to say I could choose to be tortured I could lose all my progress For the chance to look thinner For the chance to be an object But I want to feel good I want to get better I want to be comfortable I want to recover Another wellness diet has got us in a chokehold and Gwyneth Paltrow's gone insane The body positive movement has gone mainstream like Nine generations too late You could choose to be tortured You could lose all your progress For the chance to look thinner For the chance to be an object I'd rather be bigger I'd rather quote "fail" Than lose another second of my life To the scale I want to feel good I want to get better I want to be comfortable I want to recover Today I ate this really yummy pasta and I didn't think about the carbs I used to hate the younger chubby me but now I Welcome her with open arms