Drawing Blanks

I'm drawing blanks, I used to have it all together

My shuffled brain can't think back more than an hour ago

And now you're laughing with me, how can it be tomorrow

Last night was seconds ago

We used to drink all night until we were stupid

I still remember all the late nights in your room

Singing songs we love, promised you we won't grow up

I didn't think it would ever end like this

But now I'm drawing blanks

But not enough to forget your name or face

Still playing your old games

Wishing for a new time and place

They all thought that I was tough

My shuffled brain's still catching up to you

I see you're all grown up

Wishing I could freeze a year or two

I'm drawing blanks, I used to hate myself a little less

At least your mom still likes how I look when I'm undressed

Still a boy that needs to become a man you question if I can

Should I change myself for you or stay Peter Pan in Neverland

But now I'm drawing blanks

But not enough to forget your name or face

Still playing your old games

Wishing for a new time and place

They all thought that I was tough

My shuffled brain's still catching up to you

I see you're all grown up

Wishing I could freeze a year or two

I'm only trying to be

The stronger side of me

I'd ask if you'd wake up

Could you still find your dream

I'm only trying to be

The stronger side of me

I'd ask if you'd wake up

Could you still find your dream

I'm only trying to be

The stronger side of me

I'd ask if you'd wake up

Could you still find your dream