Feel It's Real

Swallow my pills

The headache is real

I believe what I fear

Cause that's the way I

Spend my days trying

To keep the best of me

She eats my brain

Making a monster out of me

Set me free

Take my head and make it bleed

Rescue me

This shit's taking over me

This is a war I'm fighting everyday

This is a battle that's driving me crazy

I'm losing my mind

Feel it in my veins

Though the pain remains

And it's killing me

Getting only

Anxiety

I'm beginning to fear

Just what I feel, these

Guts in me

Shaking and pulling tight in me

Knots in me

Swarming, scratching, biting me

I won't tell

I'll pretend and walk away

Say I'm well

But inside I'm not okay

This is a war I'm fighting everyday

This is a battle that's driving me crazy

I'm losing my mind

Feel it in my veins

Though the pain remains

And it's killing me

Feel this weight

I'm all alone

I spend all of my nights

Just staring at the wall

Am I a waste of space?

I feel like I'm insane

I guess I'm scared of what I am

Please take the pain away

Feels like I'm always

Wasting my time

I can't cope with all of the shit

I got on my mind

Lost my focus

Lost my motive

Down at my lowest

Loneliness got me hopeless

Oh will I ever

Get to see the dawn

There's only darkness

When you feel alone

And this is like

I'm not enough to make it bright

Open my eyes

Yeah I just wanna feel alright

Feel this weight

I'm all alone

I spend all of my nights

Just staring at the wall

Am I a waste of space?

I feel like I'm insane

I guess I'm scared of what I am

Please take the pain away

Feel this weight, I'm all alone

I can't spend another day

Fighting with my shadows

All over again

Feel this weight, I'm all alone

But I can't live another way

Gotta make it stop

Before it kills me

Feel it's real

Feel it's real

Even when it's not around

I feel it still

It's been messing with my head

I got nowhere to hide

It's gonna find me anyway

(It's all around I)

I feel it's real

Feel it's real

Even when it's not around

I feel it still

It's been messing with my head

I got nowhere to hide

It's gonna find me anyway

It's all around

Feel this weight, I'm all alone

I can't spend another day

Fighting with my shadows

All over again

Feel this weight, I'm all alone

But I can't live another way

Gotta make it stop

Before it kills me