Ready, Fire, Aim

1998, I'm passed out again

And I'm fetal out on the floorboards

With a faded Jeff Wayne record for a bed

But I'm too scared to go home instead to the me I never fell for

I stay deaf so I can't find the trigger

Let's pretend I like where we are

No breath but the flames are quicker

Counting the days til I break back down

I disappear cause I am no one now

Take my, take my reflection

Bury myself with self deception

Life is warmer on the back seat here

With my headphones searing out

My therapy cassette keeps spinning 'round

And I sleep well this time of year

With my faded dreams of self doubt

It's a new me but the smoke clears quick

Let's pretend we think I'll make it

I tune up but the smile won't stick

Counting the days til I break back down

I disappear cause I am no one now

Take my, take my reflection

Fill your lungs with self deception

Burn my, burn my reflection

Bury yourself and learn your lesson

Beating my heart til I hit the ground

This music is nothing that you'd like

The melody stop turning 'round at night

And I'm counting the days til I break back down

I disappear cause I am no one now

Take my, take my reflection

Fill your lungs with self deception

Burn my, burn my reflection

Bury yourself and I'm your lesson